Where are Mary's shoes???

I think I have lost my damn mind! I spent 20 minutes looking for Mary’s shoes this morning. How hard can it be to find a pair of shoes? I have started a new word document called “thoughts” where I jot down random things I think of to do so I don’t completely forget them. Too bad there was nothing there where I put Mary’s shoes!

I would like to think I lost my mind from doing the same thing for other people multiple times where I have just worn it out. For instance telling Courtney the same thing twenty times or being asked at work “what’s the mileage rate” come on people its August – the rate changed on January 1 you still don’t know what it is? Better yet look it up online instead of asking me! I think I am mentally exhausted – too many details crammed into too little time. Just packing Jim every week stresses me out.

Maybe I worry too much about things happening in five years like where to send Mary to school. Working 47 miles away from where we live is making me consider more possibilities for instance the school district where I work is better than where I live. Speaking of little Mary – that girl is a stickler for her routine. Courtney had to take Jim to the airport this morning so I had to get her ready by myself first off let me say Thank God I don’t have to do that every day! She wanted to be held the entire time and I can tell you it is impossible to hold her and get dressed.

While I was looking for the shoes this morning I was forced to look at the house – in less than 2 months the family will be here and the house looks like HELL!! Too much stuff crammed into too small of a place. I am going to start decluttering one room a week – I can’t take it anymore.